On the topic of Conrad’s perspective, I churned out about two pages of introspection before I got all uneasy about writing a fic that spent this much time rambling inside a guy’s head and switched gears to something else. But, I heard that somebody named Jacks was interested in Conrad POV, so, without further adieu, have this weird little thing that I may or may not finish someday.
NEVER STOP BB
#GAWD #the way he just fucking LOOKS at her #he thinks he’s too old for her and at this point he’s just pining for her #she has yet to prove or even realize her love for him #and nine is so good #he stays clear of her and lets her realize her love for him all on her own #when he sends her away it’s his act of love in saving her #and when she returns it’s not only an act of love in saving him #but in purely coming back#because coming back—just coming back— means she loves him too (via burnupasun)
God I hated Rose.
Even so, I am thinking of using this as ref in the future for a conworth pic because, truly, I have zero shame.
BHAHAHAHA. DO IT. I approve. Rose was useless to the core and I never got the huge following she had. Use this for ConWorth. It’ll make my day. :D
Just discovered AO3. Also discovered that you can download fics to a kindle app. Also discovered fic for fandoms I’ve never even SEEN fic for.
Good lord. I can already feel the productivity leaving me.
All the fics that you will eventually read in this fandom. Not to sound indirectly threatening or anything. Just fact.
If I’ve missed anything, let me know and I’ll update.
Ready, Fire, Aim + its associated sequels/companions
There’s no “I”…
The real reason I got a smart phone is to read fanfic on the bus.
You can download the whole thing (140MB, 20 songs) here. Or, if your internet is a bit spotty, here it is split in half.
01 The Beginning - Brian Eno
02 The Sky is Fallin’ - Queens of the Stone Age
03 Destroy Everything You Touch - Ladytron
04 Apocalypse Please - Muse
05 Burn it Down - AWOLNATION
06 Ages of Ruin - Ima Robot
07 Therapy - 16Volt
08 Four Rusted Horses - Marilyn Manson
09 Cowboy Costume - Delaney Davidson
10 In the Pines - Delaney Davidson
11 The Man Who Sold the World - Nirvana
12 No Distance Left to Run = Blur
13 Parachute - Sean Lennon
14 The End of it All - 16Volt
15 Jupiter - Starfucker
16 Survivalism - Nine Inch Nails
17 The End is the Beginning is the End - Smashing Pumpkins
18 In the Afterlife - Squirrel Nut Zippers
19 My New World - The Epoxies
20 Knights of Shame - AWOLNATION
Okay, head cannon confession time. When I get obsessed with a musician I hunt down every video available and watch it till I can’t form normal thoughts anymore. Around my 40th viewing of a Mika video something in my brain corroded to the point where two wires carrying different fandoms crossed and suddenly it made perfect sense that Mika should be a Holmes. He would be the youngest, possibly a half brother, maybe a close relative, but made up of enough Holmesian genetics to be tree-like, a bit alien in appearance and annoyingly smart. If not an actual brother, then he would have been adopted in as a small child by Mummy Holmes and spoiled as the new baby of the family. This would cause the only rivalry that would unite Mycroft and Sherlock, the horror of a younger sibling.
Mika (a stage name, no doubt covering for a ridiculous Victorian-esqu one like Ambrose, yes, let’s go with that), in an odd turn of events, would be the exact opposite of his brothers in everything but intelligence. Flamboyant in all ways, loud, joyful, and utterly silly. He’d use his smarts to work his way into a career as a singer partially for fun but mostly to baffle the family. Sherlock would use any opportunity to dismiss his work as irritating and disposable and any other rude thing he could be bothered to mention. John, in fact, wouldn’t even be aware of the youngest brother’s existence until an inopportune moment, like an awards show or a new video debuting on tv. One snide remark from Sherlock, a chastising snip from Mycroft, a few moments of confusion on the part of our dear doctor, and then his mind thoroughly blown.
Sherlock (who would refuse to call Mika by his nickname, and in fact over-emphasize his real name to be a tit) would accuse Mika of writing this song about him. Mycroft would argue that ‘father isn’t dead’ and ‘honestly, Sherlock, it’s not always about you’ and John would just quietly sit and watch the interaction and the video and suspend belief because clearly the world had ended.
I think after I’m done with these terrible videos I’m gonna practice drawing people in profile and drink some whiskey. I’m gonna need it to decompress from all of this condescending bullpucky.